Bird’s Eye-View
I recently realized that my worries are quite small when I zoom out and see the greater picture. I got this perspective after taking a photo from the deck of a Sky Train station.
This helped me understand myself from outside my head as I tend to get stuck in my thoughts. Viewing the world from above made me realize that my problems are usually menial and not worth the mental energy.
Post-hospitalization, I no longer place unnecessary significance on small failures in my life and I can now live in the moment without dwelling on minor issues.
Transforming Reflections: Resilience in Change
When I look at this old telephone pole, I see a reflection of myself.
It represents a history of messages and events, constantly changing and evolving- ripped down so new bills can take their place. All the remaining stapled and tacks remind me of the surgeries I’ve had, leaving staples in my lung and metal twist ties in my chest. At one point, I felt doomed and even started smoking despite having had heart surgery. It took time to overcome that mindset and realize there is still a future ahead, with much left to do.
Despite the challenges of depression, I understand that things can improve and life can be great again.
Representing a Journey
This week was a struggle for me in finding a photo that truly represents my journey. So instead, I decided to create a vision board to capture my current state and where I want to go.
It reflects my unbeatable strength as a survivor and warrior, along with a deep sense of humility from my experiences. The board reminds me of the importance of attitude and perspective, seeing progress and embracing the present moment.
Although I couldn’t find a single image, this introspective process speaks to my personal growth and how it has transformed my outlook on life.
Stitches of Resilience
I am someone who enjoys various creative activities like knitting and sewing.
This hat that I was knitting represents how I feel about my current situation. It symbolizes that I am still in the process of healing and progressing, as I am only seven months away from my event.
Despite facing ongoing challenges and having to undergo knee surgery, I acknowledge that there are still more obstacles ahead, possibly including another major surgery. However, just like this unfinished hat, I will continue working on myself, knowing that one day I will reach a point of completion and resolution.
Wisdom
In this picture, taken two years after my brother’s ICU experience, there is a filter that gives it a painterly quality. It reflects the journey I went through during that time, facing challenges with nutrition and ultimately finding my way.
Looking into my eyes, there is a sense of wisdom and depth that comes from overcoming difficult experiences. I see it as a representation of how I interpret and live my own reality, embracing the best version of myself and finding happiness within, regardless of others’ opinions.
It signifies my personal growth and where I am now in my journey.